The Ninth Doctor is my doctor – tied with Twelfth Doctor Peter Capaldi. As an actor, Christopher Eccleston is perfection in every role he takes up. I like everything he does – not at all unlike my similar positive feelings towards Peter Capaldi’s talents and skills as an actor.
Recently I watched for the first time the “Doctor Who Confidential” segments that appear as the final DVD for season 1 of Doctor Who – but not in the “Christopher Eccleston and David Tennant” Doctor Who boxed set. For those not familiar with Doctor Who Confidential, it’s basically ten to fifteen minute mini-documentaries, usually focusing on a specific Doctor Who episode. In series one, Simon Pegg (The Editor in “The Long Game” episode) narrates each documentary. Russell T. Davies, Christopher Eccleston, and Billie Piper are the primary cast/crew interviewed for DWC season 1. For those who love the technical side of film making, the Doctor Who Confidential documentaries are a wealth of information. It’s the insider scoop, if you will, to explain how what we see in the show comes about.
A major topic in these is the relationship between Rose and The Doctor. I watched mostly because I wanted to hear what Eccleston had to say – but now regret it. Essentially all three – Davies, Piper, and Eccleston espouse a romantic relationship interpretation for the Doctor and Rose. And they are the experts here, right?
Maybe – but if I accept that then it completely ruins my interest in this character and my interest in Doctor Who in the first place. Because you see, I do not and never have interpreted the show that way at all. It’s my hope that enjoying the series is what the cast and especially Eccleston most wants – rather than obedience to maybe what Davies and the other writers intended.
Let’s then go back to who the Doctor is and how I personally see him.
The Ninth Doctor is the survivor of the Time War. He’s the one in the original timeline (before this was modified by the addition of the Doctor of War for “Day of the Doctor”) who pressed that big red button on The Moment doomsday device and destroyed both the Daleks and the Time Lords. That the War Doctor (a character created due to Eccleston’s unavailability for the special), Ten, and Eleven went back in time for the Day of The Doctor doesn’t matter. In the original timeline it was Nine who was the doctor of war and Nine who killed billions. That’s who Nine is when we meet him. He did it. It’s on his conscience.
Understandably, the Doctor is mentally and spiritually wounded. He’s having a hard time living with himself and struggling with the moral consequences of doing what clearly needed to be done. He’s battle worn. He was a respected general in the war (explored in season 9’s “Hell Bent” featuring Peter Capaldi) and so won the admiration of those he led that when Rassilon ordered his execution, no one would comply.
This is not a man capable of romantic love. Period. He’s suffering from what reasonably would be severe post traumatic stress disorder. He probably has severe nightmares. Events may trigger memories he’s not ready to deal with. Unlike Ten and Eleven, he’s not running away from his memories of the war. He’s more in shock about what happened and his role in ending the war. This man who most wants to help save lives is the one man who has slaughtered the most lives. He couldn’t run away. As Rose notes, he took a stand and did the right thing when everyone else runs away. It’s a trait she clearly admires about him.
But admiration and romance are two completely different things. I know from my own experiences suffering from different levels of PTSD how memories of violence messes with your mind and heart. Especially in the early days, weeks, and years – which is where Nine is. The Doctor is lonely. He is in shock. He is trying to cope, knowing that no matter how depressed he might get (a normal reaction), he cannot just kill himself and end his pain that way. He has to find a way to keep moving, keep living.
When Nine meets Rose he finds someone to look after – but he is not remotely capable of falling in love. His priority is working through his pain. Having someone around helps with that. We see this time and time again across all of “new Who” that the Doctor is too extroverted to handle long periods of absolute solitude. He needs people around him – if only just one or two friends. Rose steps into that place and he appreciates her certainly. But he is not in love with her.
Instead, I see Nine and Rose having a similar level of regard and affection that we later see between Peter Capaldi’s Twelve and Bill Potts. In season 10 the professor-mentor relationship between the Doctor and Bill is explicit. The Doctor is tutoring Bill as a professor in a university towards a cafeteria worker unofficially taking his classes. With Rose it is undefined.
Rose of course is 19 and a bit boy crazy. She tells us in “The Unquiet Dead” that she hated school and liked to skip classes to go watch boys at the shops. Across season 1 she moves from boy to boy. Mickey Smith. Adam Mitchell (Dalek). Captain Jack Harkness. If Rose is in love with Nine, she’s certainly not acting like it!
Yes, there is affection. But affection and romance are not the same thing. Parents feel love towards their children – but it’s not romantic and, we hope, is not sexual.
Doctor Who Confidential asserts the romance theory by pointing to “The Empty Child/The Doctor Dances” where the Doctor and Captain Jack engage in a bit of “who can impress Rose the most” competition. The Doctor wouldn’t care if Rose likes Jack if he wasn’t romantically jealous right?
Not in my experience. Men will compete with men for the sake of competition. If Rose were not there, I think the Doctor and Jack would have still competed with each other. Vanity involved. If not competing over Rose, it would have been over something else.
Indeed, the first time we see Rose feeling anything romantic towards Nine is when she realizes that he is likely going to die – which Nine himself tells her is likely in the form of his holographic farewell in the TARDIS. She’s suddenly panicked at the prospect of never seeing him again – along with the prospect of going back to her former blue-collar life. When she does take in the Time Vortex her focus isn’t fixated on the Doctor either – but on Captain Jack as well.
Rose is not in love with the Doctor, however she may flirt. That doesn’t happen until she takes in the Time Vortex. But even then, I don’t think it’s really Rose being in love with the Doctor. The TARDIS is alive, remember. She has a soul which talks to the Eleventh Doctor directly in “The Doctor’s Wife.” We don’t know precisely how Rose interfaced with the Heart of the TARDIS soul – but for Rose to take in that Consciousness into her, there is bound to be some sort of communication between the two beyond “I want to go back and save the Doctor.”
This then too contributes to my belief that while Rose and the Doctor feel some level of affection for each other it is not romantic love. That comes when Nine regenerates into Ten. The immediate events before that regeneration shape the person Ten becomes. Ten falls in love with Rose and Rose in love with him – but not with Nine.
In summery I hope I have made a solid argument for why I feel the Rose-Ninth Doctor relationship is not a romantic one. You of course may disagree with me and by all means say so in the comments below.
As for me, I prefer my Doctor to be and behave like a true veteran of the Time War. I like him being the man that no Gallifreyan soldier can be ordered to kill. Nine is as much that as Twelve is. The wounded hero of the Time War.
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